Meditation 9/25/25

Today is September 25, 2025 It is 7 17 PM. I just finished a 90 minute laying down meditation. The italics represent emotion, or a pause in the meditation for thought. This was the audio transcript I recorded following the meditation.

Deep breath

I might be jumping around a lot during this recalling certain things I need to make note of:

• shapeshifting into a bear combination black bear grizzly bear all the way through golden silver, bright, glowing, pure frequency, just down to a single point

Bear

Very Emotional Delayed words, crying while speaking

• I also saw my last breath in this body that one was difficult It's killing. Okay. It was Dylan.  With grayish hair. He came to give me a hug His last words were I love you..

It's strange I didn't think I would feel the emotion during this part. I feel so much more than I thought I would. I thought I would feel much more when I actually close my eyes. When I try to talk through line by line of the meditation.

When I started, I was in the seated position.

I was sitting up in my bed for the first one.  For the second, and third meditations, I sat on the edge of the bed, my feet dangling above the floor

I sat up.. Did the pineal activation breaths. I remember getting to, I don't know how many there were, I was at the second to last one, and I like, I finally, I put my hands underneath, like behind me. So they were like a tripod, behind my butt and it kind of made me straighten up my back more and so I did that for the second to last one and the last one. And as I was doing those, wow, it was just really feeling my whole body activating, kind of turning into individualized atoms, but I can feel every single cell in my body. So then. we get to the last breath and I remember like, I was, you know, he says that this is the last breath. So I was like, well, I got to go all in on this one. And. I closed my eyes, my eyes were closed all the time, but I really ramped up on the bod to the bipod and really, you know, pinched and did the squeezing of the fluid up and into that pineal gland, and I could feel it, I could feel it humming, I could feel it vibrating, I could feel it glowing. I could feel an intense physical, like pressure in such a centralized area. Remember, my eyes were flickering as my leaning back, my mouth wide open, and somehow I could take a smaller breath. And as I did that, that AHHHHHHH moment. Yeah.

Trying to remember where I was at. I get on such a tangent there. So we started with one, and as I could like, you know, we did that, that's what I was doing. Explaining that sensation. That's how I felt through each of the energy centers. And as I got to one, you know, you could feel it in the groin and then down the legs. So I started getting this image of.

I coughed and said

No, excuse me.

The energy centers are from the Root up to the crown, one through seven respectively.  8 is the energy center just outside of the body, the one the encompasses my entire body.

I'm starting getting this image of my legs turning into this blue flame and it started. I started flying, but it was only from one down and that worked each way all the way up one and then two down and then three down and then four.

It went down from four, but then things got really, really different. At that point, I started to develop a, no I started to see the image of a being. And my body started to twitch, to move, to elongate. I remember stretching out like stretching my legs further than they wanted to go, making my shoulders wider. And that was all dependent on what energy center. So when we were in one, it was I was stretching my legs out, my hips. I was really flexing them and feeling them., you know, my whole pelvic area down through my knees, through my ankles, and through my toes, just feeling everything. And also a little bit of my hands, and that was a little bit odd, but not really, because my hands are apparently... I'm in the, I'm just laying down on my back and my hands are off to my sides. Palms facing down.

So I started to feel, up my hands, activating,  and as we went up to two, the flame went down and the flame was also on a little bit higher on my hands all the way up until I got to four again when I started to develop that more of a body like thing.

And as it started to develop it... when I'd like I said, I'd started to see this bear and it developed from like brownish blackish bear, but not like a huge bear, like a, you know, the Alaskan Kodiak  Yeah, I just.. Why do I want to say something with the C?

I don't know. But, you know, that huge bear only bigger. And I started to feel like my body stretching and almost shape shifting into a bare shape. at four and that really, you know, explains a lot that my heart is so connected to that bear energy and what I associate with, that makes a lot of sense. comparison purposes.

So then as I worked up into seven, it went back down to the it kind of alternated. When I got up to five when I got to my throat and it was from my shoulders down I could see at first, just my head and the rest was this flaming light bluish gray, just waving flames as

I was flying through the galaxy and then when I got to four, I went back to the bear. I just saw this huge, bulking bear. of energy collapsed into a heart and when we got to three, it went back to my body from my shoulders down, flaming down to two down to one

When I got to the breath for six

And we got to six I saw the complete visual of every thing I saw this blue oneness. I saw myself as a bear. me as a healer, me as infinite thing with any possibility I put out the field that I want to be humble, yet abundant. loving, caring and worthy of the same back to me.

To help heal so many by first healing myself

Then when we got to seven, my body sent that out into the field

inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale

My body was shaking each time that came up. readjusting itself as if some cosmic force was aligning me into balance.

When we got to eight things changed.

I was no longer a body at all. I was a floating orb in an infinite darkness when I saw me I saw the information. I saw me. As what I had sent.

Then I saw my last memory. of this physical body

I argued, trying to find out how old Dylan is

At first, it was somewhere in his 40s. then it was 43, then it was 46, then it was 49, then it was... It didn't matter. That date isn't decided yet.

And then I saw a tall, blond woman. that was with me. We were looking out the window. The silvery crystal castle overlooking a shale green cliff down to the gigantic waves,  the darkest blue ocean, slamming against the rocks

At that point on the meditation was "come back to me come back come back to me" as if I had gone too far.  as if I'd gone somewhere else ,

Looking back on it now, I see that woman in the castle and us knowing that those bodies only have as long as the rock that holds their castle lasts against the storm, crashing upon it